~ 雅 ~ The Canvas of Life ~

I’ve been thinking that why I always like to cry and always couldn’t help crying in some occasions.
I wondered that if I was afraid of losing something in my life.
And I realized the answers suddenly a couple of days ago.

That is not because that I’m afraid of going forward in my life by myself
but I am deep in every relationship such as with family, friends, colleagues and someone I love.

I’m not afraid of doing new thing or living in new environment by myself.
And I’m not afraid any unexpected difficulties that I might encounter.
I usually get used to new environment soon.

I just can’t help crying in any kind of farewell party or occasion.
That means someone you love has to leave for some place in some certain reasons,
and you can’t see him or her for a long time.

Every time you wanna change your living style, and it must be a problem you have to face.